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fabian
Sunday, March 26, 2006
11:00 AM
Four-leaf Clover
Even if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm.

Druids used four leaf clovers to see evil spirits and friendly fairies. If you start seeing magical things however, we recommend laying off the clovers for a while. In fact, you don't even need to possess the actual clover. A necklace, pendant, key chain or tattoo promises the same good fortune of the ancients.

Take note brides and grooms—the mere dream of a four-leaf clover foretells of a successful marriage. Actually finding one might mean quadruplets.

Laughter is the way to your heart. A man with a fab sense of humour is definitely the one for you! You want a Clown, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's nothing more tedious than a man who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a chap is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favourite friend. There's never a dull moment with your clown nearby. You crave excitement and a bit of a laugh, and your clown enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your witty lad will ensure that that doesn't happen - his light hearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

Virgo
Initially, a Virgo may catch your eye with their put-together look and attention to the details of your courtship. But as you get to know them better, you're even more likely to be drawn to your Virgo's strong convictions and practical nature. People born under this sign are typically very good with money and tend to be conservative overall when it comes to risk. In fact, most Virgos have a discerning nature that can make them seem a bit critical at times. However, they're also almost always open to discussing the emotional side of any matter in a relationship. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Virgin both reserved and cautious, especially when your relationship first becomes sexual. Overall, Virgos are typically highly loyal partners and firm believers in marriage.

wow. =] guess what. renfu is a virgo. lma0. jkjk

well anyways. i just woke up about half an hour ago at like 1030 but actually i had woken up earlier. at 8. cause my mother was being crazy and climbing on my bed hugging me going 'can i sleep with you tonight' i just grunted.
they asked if i wanted to go to imm and obviously NOT. well.

yesterday night. at round 1++ going to 2. i turned the com back on from slping. and there were only 3 ppl online. darren, weiying and someone else. i forgot. well.

weiying started this weird topic of.

'Hey! That's [my man display pic] Fabian.'
so we cntd talking and so on so forth.
there were things like. 'white contacts are wrong.'
'natural eye colour is between dark and light brown.' 'nice what!'
and yadda yadda. so i ended up thinking, while i was snuggled in bed, whyyyyy i likED him in the first place.

so. worried i would forget as my sstm. i keyed a reminder. and my phone fell. and cause i wanted to write that down but i was afraid i would forget. i wrote it in my notebook.


'last night, no wait, this morn, as i wasjust about ready to go to bed (at about 2.00am), i set a reminder to blog about Fabian, in case my sstm worked up again. well, i had just turned off the com from chatting alittle with weiying. it started with :

'Hey! that's Fabian!' (my msn display pic)

and so on so forth. so i thought. for the benefit of weiying, (actually, myself... *blushes*) i would blog about him. so my reminder went.
'blog about you main screen background. Hia char and how you actually fell for him. Jerk.'

and somehow, when i was placing my phone back, i missed the table and dropped my phone into thin air. so after a few minutes of searching cluelessly in the dark, i found it.

wonder if i said something wrong... SLEEP!'

so. that was last night. no this morn. then i went to bed. =]

well. anyways. before i blog about fabian. i need to recap what has happened over these few days.

went to play bball twice this week. though i have somehow forgotten which days they were. . . .

nothing much happened except that. i forgot to bring my physics book like 3 days in a row. and on the last day, i was supposed to be punished. but i used an 'a' maths textbook. SHERYL'S 'a' maths text book and hid it under my notebook and took notes. since the colours and length were so alike, mrs. yeo didn't suspect a thing. =]

then. there were lots of misunderstood hearing. like.

sheryl : optical device
i heard : hot pickle device

sheryl : distance time graph
i heard : mister tiger

sheryl : joule
i heard : jewel - goule

i said : jim carey
she heard : drew carey

the diff between those two is biggggg... but both are funny. =]

and someone said. misunderstood-ed but i dun rmb who.
and someone else said never = neh-noh... i wonder who it is.

well. and on one of the morns, i invented a new word.
YELLOWISHY! =] so nice. now you can have. greenishy. blueishy. haixiuishy. renfueatshit. loveydoveyishy.

*spots renfueatshit* *rushes and points while gapping like and idiot* OMG!!! oO oO oO nononono!!!

let's do that again. *scribbles*
well. and on one of the morns, i invented a new word.
YELLOWISHY! =] so nice. now you can have. greenishy. blueishy. haixiuishy. renfueatshit. renfuishy. loveydoveyishy.

MUCHHH better.

okay. now that i've gotten that down.
more about feebo.

name : Fabian Marquez (mar-kez)
age : 16
height : taller than me
eyes : between light and dark brown
finger nails : occasionally cut into sharp angles to poke people
lives in : texas haha. i dunno where
likes : to go around being weird
birthday : oct 9 1990

i dunno what else to say about him.

well. to say how i first saw him.
i had a good friend in elementary school when i went back over to USA the 2nd time. her name was Andrea.
well. he was Andrea's ex. and well. i sort of saw him the first time, thought he was cute, and had this weird crush on him. (that was before i found out that he was Andrea's ex)

well. then in middle school, i found out i was taking the same bus as Andrea and him. of course lots of others. but who cares.

(including that stupid black guy who said 'hey you're chinese you know kung fu' i'll give him kungfu... *grumbles*)

so intro and sort of started talking. and by each day, we started talking more. and i found that i started NOT liking his looks but his char. even though it still sucks.

so day by day, we got closer. until i looked upon him as my best friend. (guy)

his char. lemme see. you guys can ask sheryl.
he's... funny. but he can be cold at times. (elaborate later) he usually just smiles! and he listens as well. and there are a whole bunch of things i know exsist but i seriously can't say why i like him. because i don't even KNOW why i like him.

he claims to have family probs. but seriously. now, i don't know who to trust. cause my so called 'girlfriend' over there told me lotsof stuff and sheryl says i shouldn't trust her. cause she's doing all that to spite me. and make me feel bad. only cause she wasn't as good of friends with fabian and she liked him too. and that it was only through me did she get to 'talk' to him.

a bunch of lies...

well. he said he had fam probs and there was one time, he came to school with a gash below his eye. later on, i heard from somewhere. it was his mom who caused that. (and someone has told me that his mom is SOOO good to her.) i dunno what to believe. but at that time i believed. so whenever he was on the bus with a face as though he had eaten something bitter. i'd leave him alone. this was frequent i got used to it. by the end of first period, he'd come bounding back to his locker with a smile as wide as i dunno a watermelon.

carefree... another property.

there was this onetime though i quarrelled with him over someone cause it was all 'pick on my friends and i'll kill you' back then. well.

ah! i thought of another property! natural. he won't hide things. or at least that's what i think.

well... continued from the quarrellign side. i think i pissed him off. cause there was once i emailed him this really vulgar email for hurting my 'friend' and cause i knew he never checked unless you told him to. i called him and left a msg saying. 'Fabian Marquez check you email.' in a very monotone voice.

it got better later on.. but i forgot how. and we were still the best of friends. i can tell you i am so goddamned embarressed cause there are some pics a group of friends and i took on i think. the last day of 6th grade? well. it was.

me, gabby, fabian and alasha.
and all the pics, except for one which i was laughing at his joke, i was looking at him. stealing glances at him!!!

gosh!!!! argh!!! no!!! oh the shame!

well. yeah. more or less that's about it. and somehow. i still like him. even after knowing that he's a bastard. and i am feeling soooooo jealous cause he's carried sheryl before. grr...

i feel like such a retard.

HELLO
K-LOVE

TAG

ME
notsoSUNNILY and one of these days when i go berserk, you better hope that i don't have a knife with me.


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//sixteen
//hundredsixtysix cm
//twentyfour december nineteenninetyone
//diplomain mediaandcommunications
//singaporepolytechnic
//single
//craziearse


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dbsk Talbum`
5566 tongyigeshijieyanchanghui`
charmed season V & VIII`


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